AP bio + calc

so worth it.

that’s a big FU to all the teams who spent a whole year preparing.

f1…stressful. staying up so late, jetlagged i guess, waking up and running at altitude. body can’t take it. fever, migraine, sore throat, shitty concentration.

these are the most stressful days i’ve been in for a long time. f1, ag bio, structural engineering, tech sketching, tech problem solving…overlapping schedules..running back and forth, heat outside, freezing cold inside. this isn’t what tsa nats is about…i can finally relax now and look i’m sick. wow.

tech sketching today was horrible. got there after f1 again, realized didn’t have the right shirt on, chris ran back and i changed into one of his shirts…phew. i had a fever at this point. got in, the room was freezing. we didn’t know the problem clearly. guy didn’t tell us, but gave a hint to the other team…meh. horrible. we got it done but there are mistakes and i was so close to head-desk passing out. walked back…found out i was locked out of my room. fuck. went to the cleaning lady, she said she didn’t have the key, went downstairs, realized i didn’t have my photo id so i couldn’t get another card…went upstairs…cleaning lady suddenly found the key…got in, slept for 5 minutes..josh called. we need to retake pictures?? fuck. i’ll be there soon. walked over after changing in a horrible haze…got there…they weren’t there. they went back to the hotel to find me…forgot my cell phone…fuck…missed pictures…walked back to hotel…found out i was locked out again…sat there and felt like dying for a while. went down, got a new room key, went in, slept…but not really. fitfully.

f1 has been a flop..we worked so hard and it was my fault in the end…i made the decision to not make our wheels completely hollow. god..hopefully we place high in overall…pray…

ag bio completely waste of time…forgot the binder at home…struct, already happened as i said…tech sketching what the fuck! i was supposed to do well. i didn’t even qualify for the finals. so out of all these stressful days and killing myself, i end up with..shit. one more chance tomorrow…tech problem solving…need to be clear for tomorrow…need advil. alot of advil.

good thing i haven’t thrown up yet. running in the morning can kill itself. altitude sickness, i might have. hurting all over.

hehehe

bio- 770

but stay calm, y’know? tomorrow, major 20 pg doc cram. SAT scores come out.

sam, techcrunch and that craigslist person haven’t replied :(

and..man. it feels GOOD to be running again.

i’m a senior.

this year has been amazing…next year will be even more so, and i can’t even imagine it. today has been a really unbelievable day. how in the world will be one-up this next year?

anyway, next target: TSA F1

…

i’m really, really going to miss the seniors.

and i’m back.

xc is officially my sport on friday afternoon. looking forward to making a fool out of myself trying to run after 3 weeks off.

mac coming tomorrow!!!

gonna be at holmdel grad, hths grad- looking forward to it.

party my heart out the week after school and before TSA…that is, the heart that’s left after a carving up from F1. f1 slipping behind schedule a little bit and i’m annoyed. not worried, but annoyed. anthony leaving sucks like hell.

new patent idea rolling through, gotta write a review for sam ;D…prototype manufacturing thing may have hope after all.

i can get my driver’s permit next week and the iphone is coming out on friday!

SAT scores in a week and APs coming soon- thank god.

even if i’m stranded and everything’s fallen through…this summer will be the best. and anybody who doesn’t jump on the bandwagon…well. in fact there is no bandwagon. too bad. it’s a 2 seater coupe, and i’m taking up 2 seats since i’m a fatass.

oh and sex ed was…interesting. to say the least.

now excuse me while i go pass out on the couch. chem and latin…fuck off. i’m tired.